And the grammy goes to.....

I have always been able to better describe how I am feeling through songs. It just makes it a little easier to me. So here you go, read on, now if I could just get the nerve to send it to the 1 person I actually want to read it. :(

Suppose I called you up tonight and told you that I loved you
And suppose I said "I wanna come back home".
And suppose I cried and said "I think I finally learned my lesson"
And I'm tired a-spendin' all my time alone.

I'm so tired of being lonely, don't I give you what you need?

If I told you that I realised you're all I ever wanted
And it's killin' me to be so far away.
Would you tell me that you loved me too and would we cry together?

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

You're not sure that you love me
But you're not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain't fair, you know
To just keep me hanging 'round

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come

Baby, why'd you leave me? Why'd you have to go?
I was countin? on forever, now I'll never know

Everytime I think of you
I always catch my breath
I'm still standing here
And your miles away
And I wonder why you left me
And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight

i'll be there, for better or worse

till death do us part

i'll love you with every beat of my heart

and i swear

God, I wish that he was still with me again